Finding that one person who means the world to you and trying so hard to keep them there because most of the people you’ve ever cared about have a strange habit if leaving you … Finding the one person who makes everyone before them worth all the pain and struggle… Finding that one person who could destroy you if they even thought about leaving ! The one who makes you feel like a school girl again , who gives you butterflies everytime you see their face or hear their name. The one you can’t go a day without hearing from, the one who makes life seem so much easier , who makes you feel safe. The one you’d break any rules you ever had for … Yes i think ive found that one person , and there is noway im letting him leave.
i hate the fact that i am always the person who likes others more, like if someone just leaves me, it really fucking destroys me, and i dont really know what to do. i feel confused about everything for weeks, years even, and i dont really know what i have done to make everyone leave me. i dont understand how other people can just be totally okay. its like no matter what, i am always the one that hurts the most, and that really fucking sucks.
(via sangriax)
